I confess, I've been a little lax with the updates... but I figure why update if nobody cares to read it anymore...? I'd take the time to find out trevor info... but nobody comments anymore or posts... so I feel like everyone left... it's sad... I myself haven't been around... I confess, I've been rather absorbed in a real relationship I'm working on, with a great guy... but, so what's the deal? did everybody leave or what? should I even bother updating this anymore?